The ‘on a personal level’-crap does not want to end.
Got back an exam today. The exam I took in Formal Logic. It had a big fat U written on it. U as in Underkänd, U as in fail. I know I’ve said that Logic was/is not my thing. This just underlines it, in red. Big fat red.

Maybe it’s for the best.

As I walked the short distance from the tram stop to the school-house today, knowing I would get the result of the exam upon arrival, I thought: If I pass this course I’ll hand in my exam to the teacher and ask to do it again, because if I pass this course; my passing would be a big fat joke, a stroke of luck. This because I do not know any of the things one should know when having passed this course.

Now, in reality I would not have done the above. The thought rose out of the utter disbelief in myself and this subject, as a pair.

Sadly, life has a way of taking care of situations and things like this; hence my not passing.

This means I have added three weeks of work to this semester, and not three weeks added on. No. Three weeks taken out of nights, weekends, holidays. And I really need to pass this course, otherwise I might not get into the courses I want to take next semester…