I am a wreck.
I haven’t slept properly for a while.
My brain is in hyper activity mode. (If there isn’t such a mode; there wasn’t such a mode and is now.)

The paper I am writing is doing my head in a bit. I’m thinking about death day and night (don’t get alarmed, it’s nothing bad) and if I finally stop thinking about it for a while my brain is so wound up and the other thoughts, repressed by the thinking of death, have been held back now flooding my brain which takes the thoughts and just throws them around at amazing speeds and frequencies. It continues all night long too. I haven’t dreamt this much ever, and I usually dream pretty much (that is I remember a lo of dreams).

My album ‘The Anger’ is still No. 4 in the Danish cdon.com download chart. Added nice is the fact that the single, or just song, ‘Travel as I Wait’ is at No. 6 in the Danish and No. 10 in the Norwegian chart! Still no reviews though which kind of sucks. Not that I am desperate to read what other people think about my music it’s just I think I, or my album, need the exposure. Kind of crap but that’s the way it is.

And if you think I am going to talk about the performance that Arsenal put in last night against Porto your wrong. (And for you smart asses who think that I just did I can just say: No, because there was no performance!)

I’m feeling hyper activity mode coming on.