Morning has broken.

Good morning!
I’m sitting on the sofa after a nice morning stroll with the Boo. I have had breakfast (so has the Boo) and now I’m sitting and waiting for today’s first batch of coffee to be ready (the Boo is sleeping). I am also waiting for news from Mr D or Rob. Either in regards to the release of the album ‘the anger’ or in regards to the review copy’s of the same album that Rob and I slowly are getting into order. Apart from all this today is going to be spent reading. I don’t know how much I only now that it’s much.

If any news comes my way I’ll let you now otherwise I’ll let you all get about your business and have a nice day!

The weather and The Anger.

Hello. Nothing new under the sun since there is no sun to talk about. There was sun to talk about this morning, as I walked up Avenyngetting my morning coffee on my way to schoolGöteborg presented a lovely west coast winter morning; clear blue sky, crisp air and below freezing temperature. Now it’s all crap. The thick layer of clouds are upon us (damn you Gulf Stream, damn you to hell!.. well not really since without it we would be rather cold up here in the north) and it’s raining from everywhere. Crap.

Ok. Nothing new was a bit of an understatement, there is something new, I really don’t know what though, all I know is that us, Rob and I, and our digital distributor of the album, Mr D, now seem to have everything in order for the release. So here’s hoping all will come through… soon.

Keeping you in the Tomas loop.

Just to keep you all in the loop, the not some big loop, but the very exclusive loop, the loop around me, Tomas loop.

Ok.

Apparently there was something wrong with our files. What files? The files we uploaded to our digital distributor. What!? What are you talking about man!? Ok… We had to upload files, the songs from The Anger, to our digital distributor, the company distributing the album and now getting it ready for release. There was something wrong with our files and we had to upload them again, in another format.
Rob is doing that as we speak.

The Anger will get released. Soon.

Silence is the new news.

Stupid, stupid, crappy, crappy weather. The rain is really coming down and the wind is really grabbing hold and the temperature is below comfortable by a large margin. I tried to take the Boo out for a morning walk but his initial this-isn’t-too-bad soon turned into a are-you-kidding-me-fat-ass-let’s-go-home! So we did and here we are.

Lots of reading to be done today. I was at it almost all day yesterday so I only have thirty pages left. Woo Hoo. But it’s kind of ok. It’s interesting.

No news from Mr D about the release of the album. No news from Rob in regards to the review copy’s that are going to be sent out. No news… silence. Maybe silence is the new news? Wouldn’t that be nice. A day of silence, just a day, so that we can feel refreshed and perhaps able too feel the information fed to us instead of just registering it. The irony here is that I gladly participate in the everyday flood wave that is everyday media, or everyday news flow and as I said; I have no news to bare.

There. Another minute or so that you’ll never get back!

I’m a slow reader, maybe the slowest ever.

A bit stressed out. I’m a slow reader. The new course I started today includes a lot of reading. I know I won’t be able to cover what is supposed to be covered. I’ll try, but I’ll fail. And then there is the paper to be written. Can’t really get my head around what I am gong to write about. It might be one of two, or there things; The get happy by doing what you like but not knowing what you like scenario, the ups and downs of being a supporter (and here I’m thinking football), or the joy and sadness that a pet brings. I really don’t know. Maybe I should write something I know more about, something about music perhaps. We’ll see.

Accept from school and stuff surrounding school it’s been a slow day. Ok. Back to reading about Hedonism.

A comment if you please?

Now. I don’t want to ask too much from all of you reaching this site and listening to my song (under /music) but it would be nice if you left me a little something after listening. A comment, a remark, an outburst of emotion, a sour face, anything. I mean, I’m happy enough that so many of you are finding me and my music but I’m really curious as to what you all think. Mostly for myself I guess, as an ego trip!

Ok? Ok! Thanks!

Let’s talk about music!

If you want to discuss my song “Travel as I wait” you can do this on this Danish forum thread.

Signature Peter Sony DK (I guess he works at Sony in Denmark but one never knows) says it’s a shame that I am about to release my music under my own name Tomas Halberstad instead of a band or project name and if I understand him right; he thinks that it is a shame because the song “Travel as I wait” is a good song but it’s bound to get lost amongst all other song since it’s not represented under a band or project name. (He could also mean that my future production will get more and more commercial, as a bad thing, and obsolete. I will however focus on the first understanding.)

First off: He might be right! All though I really don’t know what he is basing his knowledge on. Maybe intuition (which can be great for deciding things). I have tried to think about the artists, solo artists like myself, that we have here in Sweden and I have narrowed it down, as much as possible, to comply with the style of music that I myself consider that I play, namely (the grossly miss-used and over exposed term) Indie-Pop. When I do this I really can’t see were Peter is coming from. From the look of it it seems to be the other way around. Solo artists working under a group or project name seem to fall out of contention faster that the artist working under their own name. (The conclusion was reached by simple thought process no empirical investigation was launched). I have though found one advantage of working under a band or project name, but it’s a slim advantage if any; when your band or project goes down the drain just start another, start fresh. Why this also wouldn’t apply to the solo artist working under his or her own name whose music has fallen in shadow, deciding to start fresh with a band or project name, I don’t know.

Ok. But why do I work under my own name and not under some band or project name?
Well I thought a lot about this when I got going and I ended up here: my music, however it may sound at whichever instance in time is a direct reflection of me, it’s an extension of me. I do not write my songs to fit a band (as I use to do) nor do they have to fit a certain sound, I write what I write and even If I do not like what I write (all though those songs seem to fall away anyway) it comes from me; there is something in me creating this; for me and I embrace it. In a sense I guess I decided to work under my own name because I only wanted to be limited by one thing; myself.

So unless I myself become a band, a project, a sound or a certain period in my life becomes the limitation my music will become really varied over time. As we speak I am writing songs and lyrics for my second album. It’s not going to sound anything like the first… well that’s not true; It’s going to sound exactly like the first; It’s going to sound like me.

Today:

My exam in metaethics is due tomorrow and on Monday I start a new course: Theories of Value and on that subject were going to write a small paper. So today is study cram day with finishing the exam and reading the first chapter of the book to be read (and it’s in Swedish): Teorier om Livskvalitet (Theories about Quality of life, maybe?) by Bengt Brülde. Bengt is also out lecturer for the course. Should be interesting. Haven’t had the author of the book we’re reading to also lecture plus the subject is one I want to learn more about.

Talked to Rob yesterday and no major news. We’re getting the release together and Rob is in charge of getting the material for the review copy’s in order. Nothing from Mr D, I’m guessing I’ll here from him on Monday.

Now, Camilla and I are going to have coffee and a piece of something from the bakery. It’s Saturday, one can eat things from the bakery on Saturdays.

Denmark is in the house!

I have statistics on this blog, as one does. I can see which links are most active, which web pages are re-directing to my blog etc. etc. It’s really fun to see the effect my participation in the nelly.com commercial. People from all around the Nordic countries are finding their way here. Hi everybody! Welcome to my place. Enjoy the everything and have a snack of this and that! I especially welcome the people from Denmark. The commercial seem to run quite a bit down there. My conclusion since you vastly lot outnumber fellow Viking descendants.

Wet, metaethics, fixing.

Good Friday to you all!
Nothing new under the sun but I feel in a good mood so I’ll make stuff up.
First off: The weather sucks mega huge ass. The short walk from the tram stop to my school building this morning got me completely wet, at least on my lower body. Om my upper body I had a rain coat which was of equal use and useless since the rain it stopped from reaching my torso streamed down onto my legs. Stupid rain coat. Stupid no rain pants. So there I was sitting in a metaethics lecture for three hours with sulking wet pants. Apparently it is frowned upon to take your pants off and sit just in your underwear. Stupid rules made up by stupid prudes. My pants are wet! I’m going to get sick!

Incidentally that was the last metaethics lecture. On Sunday the exam is due and then that’s that. Until next semester I guess.

Rob and I are still fixing bits and pieces for the release of the album and for stuff to happen afterwards. Haven’t heard from Mr D today. He has a bit of fixing to do himself before everything is up and running. Watch this space because were close! 

[The fat lady is singing.]

A Thursday like any other.

Today has been a kind of slow day. Haven’t really gotten any ball rolling. I have studied, written on my exam, but I did not quite reach flow. I have worked on stuff surrounding the album, and it’s release, but did not have the right amount of tools to do what needs to be done. I have managed to go grocery shopping though! I got to borrow my sisters car so there was several kilograms of stuff bought (kilograms since the weight of stuff is what normally limits the amount we shop since it’s really tedious to carry a lot of stuff on the bus).

Album release?

Yes!
When?
Don’t know!
Soon?
Yes!
How soon? 
Soon enough!
Why are you shouting?
Don’t know!

Ok. So I have had a lengthy e-mail-back-and-forth with Mr. D. We have resolved all of our issues, if there ever were any, and are now on the same page in regards to the upcoming digital release of my album The Anger! When I have a release date, or even when the album is released (since it’s digital, and the distributor has received all of the material, I guess they just have to press publish, or some thing to that effect, and voila), I’ll let you know and the you will log on and buy it; right? The only down side to this is that the album initially only will be released in Sweden, Norway, Denmark and Finland. Rob and I are as we speak, or as I write this, getting the rest of the world sorted (album release-wise, not politically). We will get there, don’t know when, don’t know how, just know that (album release-wise Rob and I will get there, politically, well I’m keeping my fingers crossed for all of humanity).

That’s it for now. Stay Classy, San Diego…

Lost in natural properties.

I am writing this post because I need, or my head needs, a break. Also, I am writing it out of precaution. I am deep in the forest of Metaethical Semantic Naturalism. The trees are getting taller and taller, growing ever denser and I can’t see the sky all though I’m pretty sure that the sun has set. I have left a trail of bread crumbs after me so that I will have a chance to find my way out but I have no idea if they will help or indeed if they’ll still be there. Who knows what kind of naturally defined moral beings that are out there… and hungry for stale bread. There are wild eyes upon my head but I must keep focus. Only one home exam question to go before I call it quits for today. I sure hope I’ll find that ginger bread house, supposedly there’s a nice old lady there who is kick ass at explaining metaethical issues!

Label: Euphoria Sound!

Talked to Rob last night. A few things about the album release got clearer:
The label that will release my album is called Euphoria Sound (I’m guessing that the web page behind the link will be re-vamped in some fashion, I am also going to add some pages on this blog). Rob said that he last night were to make the album available to our digital distributor. After that, after our digital distributor has collected the work, some kind of promotional campaign will be discussed, decided and executed. Then we will have a release! I have no time frame but I’m hoping days not weeks (or even week).

Arsenal Youth – Wigan Old Boys 3-0.

Just saw Arsenal outclass Wigan 3-0 in the Carling Cup. The result may not look strange upon reading but fact is that only an avid Arsenal fan, if that, could recognize all in the starting eleven. Arsenal had an average age of 19 years old on the pitch. Simpson scored twice, yes, Simpson! How demoralizing isn’t a defeat like this for Wigan; a Premier League side who, apart from Heskey (who’s middle name hilariously enough is Ivanhoe) fielded their best line up.

Come on Arsenal!

The Anger is on it’s way.

I hope we’re only a couple of days away from releasing The Anger or a single from it, at least in the Nordic countries. 
I know I haven’t been completely clear but I haven’t been quiet either, on The Anger and my music and what’s going to happen and stuff. That is because everything, or nothing is written in stone yet (and since we don’t live in medieval days nothing is… Let’s say that nothing has been put on paper… all though that seems just as obsolete).

Here’s the deal:

Rob and I (mostly Rob) has/have started a label (don’t know what it is called, if anything at the moment).
We have secured digital distribution in the four of the five Nordic countries (Denmark, Finland, Norway, Sweden). We will after the release of The Anger, of which we have no set date; but soon, work on the rest of the world.
All of the technical stuff surrounding the release should be delt with and finalised today.

That’s as far as my knowledge of coming my-music-related-events go. Sure; more will go on, but what?

If learn anything, you’ll learn that thing!

Why yesterday was utterly crap.

Camilla and I assign human qualities, or human properties, to our dog; The Boo. We know that we do this and we also know that for the most part he does not actually have them but we do it anyway. We do it because we want to, because he is a full worthy member of our little family.

I don’t know if I have to point this, above, out to you since I write some much about him; and in a certain manner, I’m guessing you all ready have figured that such is the case. 

So yesterday I had to take The Boo to the vet. He has a hot spot on his neck and we had to give him a shot to calm down and cut his fur around the hot spot. All of that went well. The hot spot though turned out to be several hot spots since they spread really fast and  a bigger part of his neck than first anticipated had to be shaved. Here comes the crap part: They gave him a wake up shot and wake up he did and when he woke up he was in such pain (from the shaving of fur over open soars) and so disoriented. He cried out; lengthy, desperate, loud, pain-ridden moans. He looked at me with (and it might be me projecting human emotions again but I think not) his eyes questioning what I had done to him; what I am doing to him and begging me to stop. I tried to hold him, to calm him down but I had no success. 

I have never felt so helpless, so left out there, so guilty, so useless and angry at the same time in all my life. I never want to go through something like that again and more importantly; I never want The Boo to have to go through anything like that again.

He’s feeling better today. He’s on antibiotics and pain killers but he’ll be all right. He’s walking around the apartment with thick socks on his hind legs to prevent him from doing too much damage if he were to scratch himself. Poor guy.

How can you not love this face?

boooooo

Round-up.

Almost done studying for today. I’ve come quite a bit on my metathics exam. I’ve written the answer to one more question than I set out to do so I landed on a total of two finished questions today, and three over all.

Tomorrow is going to be a day of lots, and varied, activities; school, vet going with the Boo, hopefully some music stuff and reading. It all starts when my phone, set to wake up, rings at 0630h (tired all ready). Let’s hope the Boo doesn’t get an itch fit tonight, as he has the passed two nights, jumping up in the bed, panting for attention.

Until tomorrow.